It's been heavy on my heart for a while now. These thoughts about the girls growing so quickly. Am I enjoying it enough? Am I rushing them to "grow up", get to the next stage?
My entire life the only thing I ever wanted was to be a mom. And now I am, and I can't seem to grasp how time seems to be slipping away from me.
All I want to do is cherish every moment and embrace these babies. I want to make every second count. I'm scared I'm going to look back at these times and be disappointed that I didn't make the most of it. God has blessed our family with the stability for me to be home with them. Why is it so hard to just take it slow and soak it all up?
As a side note, please keep Jane in your thoughts and prayers. She's been sick for a week now with a high fever and double ear infection and I'm super worried about her. Thanks!
